I'm sitting here too...in a comfy bright chair...waiting...just waiting. But apparently the word for the day is:
"STOP, I'm not ready yet...I'll let you know what you need to know WHEN you need to know. But not today. Just sit still and enjoy the comfy chair for now."
"Maybe tomorrow...just open your eyes!"
"Stop moping about feeling in over your head...like you feel like you're being punished or put on a time-out..."
"Your time IS coming...and you won't even need to wear rose-colored glasses
to see how good it is.